delayed

a small package arrived for me at work
I closed my office door
—put it on
it said
I went to the bathroom and fixed it in place
I was immediately wet
anticipating
heart racing
thoughts spinning
then...
 
nothing happened
 
for hours
 
including any work
my thoughts were focused between my legs
and the wetness there
all day
I wanted to take it off but
I behave for things like this  
just in case
eventually I forgot about it  
 
as I was walking out the door
a jolt went through me
I nearly fell over
— are you ok?
I must have looked utterly taken aback
I couldn’t even register who it was
—umm, fine! uhh... I just remembered... I forgot something!
I rushed to my car
shocks hitting me in random bursts
breathing hard
I got in the car not knowing what to do
I couldn’t drive, but it was too public here
I reclined my seat for some privacy  
tried to stifle my moans
pressing my hands between my legs
squeezing my legs
my whole body tense
trying to look like I was resting in a fetal position
I just hoped nobody saw me
or the shaking  
 
10 minutes later I was covered in sweat
feeling weak and happy
I called him to come get me