“Wish You Were Still Here” ... A Poem written by Big Virge 29/8/2020

I Really ...
 
“ Wish You Were Still Here !!! “
 
Because of Those Years ...
When You Filled My Ears ...
 
With Words of Wisdom ...
And of ... LOVE ...
 
When You Chose To Be ...
The Type Who’d See ...
Past Chasing MONEY ...
And Acting ... FUNNY ... !!!
 
I Wish You Were Able To Observe ...
How It Is You Served To Help Me Learn ...
And Become The Man That I Now Am ... !!!
 
You Stood SO FIRM ...
And Did NOT Squirm ...
In The Face of Hurt ...
That You DIDN’T DESERVE ... !!!
 
Because You Were ...
So BEAUTIFUL And DUTIFUL ... !!!
 
And Worked SO HARD ...
To Stand STEADFAST ...
When Things Turned DARK ...
And A BROKEN Heart ...
Tore Your World Apart ... !!!
 
So Now I CHART ...
What It Is You Did ...
For My Life’s Path ...
 
You Made Me THINK ... !!!
And Made Me LEARN ...
How People Can TURN ...
YES For The ... WORSE ... !!!
 
It’s A Learning Curve ... !!!
That I Have OBSERVED ...
To Be What FEEDS ...
A Lot of BAD DEEDS ... !!!
 
That Are Things Now Seen ...
In The World ... GLOBALLY ... !!!
 
So I Still Wish To See You Live ...
And Not Desist To Now Exist ... !!!
Because It Seems That Things ...
Are Beginning To STING ... !!!
 
And Cause A LOT of PAIN ... !!!
That’s Driving Many INSANE ...
 
But You ...  
NEVER Made Me Feel That Way ... !!!
 
You Taught Me How ...
To Stand Up PROUD ...
And To Use My Mouth ...
To ... ARTICULATE How ...
 
I Feel About Life ...
Which I Guess Is Why ... ?!?
 
I Wish You Were Here ...
Right By My Side ...
In These Tough Times ...
Where ... SUICIDE ...
Runs Through My Mind ...
More Than I’d Like ... !!!
 
But That’s ALRIGHT ...
Because ......
 
WITHOUT You Here ...
My Vision Is CLEAR ... !!!
 
NO More Do I FEAR ...
LOSING YOU Like I Used To Do ... !!!!!
 
Because You're In A Better Place ...
Than This World Today ... !!!
 
So These Words I Write ...
Are Because of Crews ...
of Poets Who Use ...
This Wondrous Tool ...
To Share Their Views ...
Like I Now Do ... !!!
 
But This Piece Mum ...
Is Written For You ...
As Well As Dad Too ...
 
Because The BOTH of You ...
Have Now Passed Through ...
 
And Left A Youth ...
Whose Now A Man ...
Who Deals In TRUTH ... !!!
 
With A Mind Well Geared ...
To Steer ... WELL CLEAR ... !!!
 
of IGNORANCE ... FEAR ...
And Those Who Choose ...
To Follow The Beer ...
And YES ... Get DRUNK ... !!!
 
Like Some WILD Bunch ...
Who Like To Act DUMB ... !?!
 
While Me I’m Punch Drunk ...
Because of The LOVE ...
That You Gave Me Mum ... !!!
 
So This Is Some Verse ...
From Virge Your Son ...
 
Just To Let You Know ...
That I Still Hold ...
Your Soul REAL CLOSE ...
To My Hearts Home ... !!!!!!!
 
But Also That ...
I Shed NO TEARS ... !!!
 
I Simply ...
 
“ Wish You Were Still Here ! “