Fulfill my desires

I remember a solitary, empty night
when I turned to You Lord,
to fulfill my desires for a mate,
some ways specific, others more general
"so now you know what my desire is Lord"
Please, now, search my heart
and find Your truth
 
Then, when we first met
(Forgetting my prayer at that time)
I thought, 'could this be the one?'
'Selfishly, I needed to think
We both liked me! Young and prideful
Yet soon realizing, what power love really held
My time, my thoughts, were filled with love
 
I then remembered the prayer from the past
I prayed again, this angel before me Lord,  
Was she heaven sent?  
We sat with our pastor, he gave us Your word
we have since experienced our life
trying to keep You at the center.
She, loving You, me, loving You
seeing what happens when we don't..
How deceived are we Dear God
as we focus on ourselves, our own needs first
such insecurity in not trusting Your Holiness
 
Focusing on Your love and Glory Lord
is when two hearts are most in love
You loving us, blessed, we still love each other