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Thoughts lost in confusion as I walk this steep hill towards salvation
soul heavy aching for redemption as I seek my creation
dragging my legs as I enclose on my destination
Beautiful, what a vision from the top
so enchanting that it makes the heart stop
soft greetings from the wind from the far East
as it brushes my skin and soothes my beast
ooh what a life I lived
an end to it may cause me some relive
acting on my thought a voice made me seize
why the action my lost soul
isn't your life more precious then gold
such an angelic voice without a figure
made deep thoughts linger
I put voice to my running reflections
and picked my selection,  
GOD if you hear me
Why such hardship, is it to fear thee
I was born in war then to settling scores
it put vast years to this living soul
I am young  God but why do I feel so old
I have warm blood running through my veins but yet I feel so cold
I have a perfect vision God but why am I so blind
Hate,death,lies, and on going schemes but yet I'm still kind
Smoking to still my thoughts,drinking to make me numb
Crying to vet, and working hard just to forget
Patients being tested to heart being shredded
living with such hatred
So again I ask why God
In the mist of my turmoil
Gentle words whisper to me from afar
Let this thoughts warm your soul though you may feel cold sometimes
He shows you hardship so you can hold on to your faith
Even though you may be blind at times your mind has perfect faith
When your mind goes blind your heart will have perfect faith
then when the heart can't see anymore, I will see to your faith
You live in the realm of the oppressor, so every soul will taste death
take it as a warning that you may be next
Be the rose on top
because the lying, the hate and schemes will never stop
So cry to relief yourself,but keep your mind sharp
I gave you a piece of me that you fail to see
a clear conscience
is a miracle to thee
I will carry you, never abandon you, because I made you.