Missing my childhood

I missed my child hood. Back in the days it was all good.. I used to play in the wood, hide and seek in the woods. Mama used to take me for a shopping spree, i love those days and i missed those days and wish i could turn back the hands of time. My dad past away and left us with no dime.. Yet, we survived, mama struggled and kept us alive.. All through the rainy and sunny days.. Many years passed. Yet, i'm a grown man, with two baby sisters on no man's land. Mama told me son,. Beware, nowadays good things are rare. You ought to live by the hook, never give up.,try not to be a crook. Always believe in God.. God wil send the food, watch out. The devil might send the cook! These were mama's words, stronger than seven swords.. I remember like it was yesterday. Mama now you are no more and i miss u more..my lovely parents of deceased, may your souls rest in peace. I cherised you all in my heart and soul more precious than gold.. I missed my childhood.