LOVED

laying here across my bed
then incomes you creeping between my legs
sometimes i wonder if i could just drift away
but then i realize im stuck and here i must lay
dont wanna fight you..your way to strong
and even when i think i could win ..you almost break my arms
i wanna scream.but my voice is gone
so i close my eyes and wonder what i've done wrong
i wonder do all lil girls feel this way
malested by daddy and beaten to shame
maybe if my mother would just take up for me
i wouldnt be laying here trying not to bleed
one day i asked ..daddy do you love me
and if you do ..when you look in my face what do you see?
can you see the face of you that resembles me
i see in your eyes you know this is wrong
but instead of stopping .you continue to moan
loosing my soul and wanting to die
somewhere i know i have no more pride
a call to my mother .who doesnt respond
she doesnt even care that im in harm
maybe tonite i will die in my sleep
then just maybe i'll have the peace i need
daddy " i love you" and even mommy too
sorry im gone ..i hope you love me to