Will he love me

He listens but dont hear
He looks but dont see
I feel like he chose me like he chose his jewelry, Beautiful but very, very expensive.  
He can be very sweet but also very discrete, people stares at us oddly as we walk on the street.
I stick around like glue with a thought that this its still new and a self motivation  
(Girl he'll accept the real you)
I love this this man I see his potential  
But the question still lingers is the feeling  mutual.
Am I too greedy, do I want too much, will I feel electric waves a year later with every touch  
There's assurance in his kisses, am confused, messed up in my head these fears of heartbreak is putting me on edge.
I dont think he understands that wen he met me he took a job as a surgeon to reconstruct this heart from the many times its been broken.
Will he be patient enough to withstand my emotional breakdowns, my mood swings,  paranoia, a whole bag of stress  
WELL if he does trophy to him for being the best.
Will he love me in misery, love me in d cold love me when these breasts are deflated and if I can no longer give him head ,big belly with stretch Marks, hairloss no lip gloss , wrinkles and no teeth to floss
Love me jus love me just love all of me will he be able to love even me