Black Diamond

I view this persona as a raw uncut diamond
and see the years as a tool to polish myself      
Scars that reach to the root of my foundation will never be shown
behind this mask I call life.
Its not to enslave myself in past thoughts of chaos and misery
but to find salvation in ones thoughts while undergoing these trails      
in life, its a true sacrifice.       
It seems so easy to be so cold and heartless, but one forgets that a person was not born that way but made that way through life's hardship to the soul.
There're those who view kindness as weakness, how naïve of them to live in that ignorant mind state.      
I love to smile because I got a taste of death.
I love to share because I came from a place that does not have that luxury.
I love to be nice because its a permanent fixture in my character.
I love to be loyal, it runs in my veins.
I love being passionate in everything I do.      
With all that positive traits it would be hard to believe that there could be any negative.
I was born in a Lawless Land what makes YOU believe that I won't lie to survive,manipulate to have  an advantage, or make you hate yourself  emotionally, mentally,physically,and spiritually with simple words or mind games.I can be a twisted sick bitch that the devil himself will be vainglorious to have me as his right hand.Yes, he would, but I love my integrity way to much to seep so low.Yes life knocked me down more times then I can remember, it only matters if dust yourself off and get back up. Success Is The Sweetest Revenge In Life.