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TO UNDERSTAND WHICH WE SEE
They say that from the very beginning of our lives, we are nothing more than an imaginary image. Planted as an seed in the womb of our mother, as an seed from our father an combination of deep passionate love. For even as we grew as seed into a baby into a child, and evolve into an creation of life we are mutual beings apart of one another. The same blood line that starts our own tree of life as an a FAMILY. For as in life we will encounter situations of hurt, yet we must observe what cause the hurt, along with the inner pain. For everything that we shall go through, there are something's are meant to be. Just apart of one big picture of many lessons that we, each must learn through trials and tribulations of life's experiences. For life is a never ending cycle of things to learn, as life can be your subconscious awakening, between what is real and rare and sometimes what is fake. Yet nothing that you will encounter will, ever prepare you for those things that you can't control or can truly not see. For hurt is truly a hurting thing, as it is a hard pill to swallow sometimes. But yet beneath the surface of your hurt is your strength and courage, your true ability to fight and stand as an warrior. Because from the depth of the most deepest pain and hurt there comes darkness and that is where your strength lays. Yet it brings change from the equation of the heart and soul, reflections of the subconsciousness of your mind. For when it hurts as that is when we truly observe, the depth of the hurt in its entirety, as it does have its own very existences as it too is apart of growth and development of life.
Author's Note
IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND YOUR HURT YOU MUST FIRST CLEAR YOUR MIND OF THOSE THINGS, THAT CLOUDS YOUR SUBCONSCIOUSNESS OF YOUR MIND, DISABLING YOU TO THINK SUBCONSCIOUSLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY CLEARLY, FOR IT IS DEFINITELY TRUE INDEED HURT IS A VERY HURTFUL THING, BUT YET WE DO GET PASS THE ADVERSITY AND DISAPPOINTMENTS AS WE DO HEAL WITH TIME...STONEY BAY
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Re. TO UNDERSTAND WHICH WE SEE
14th Jan 2021 00:15am
It's the part of growth that's definitely hardest to reconcile, the pain that is. It's something you can eventually tolerate but it's not surprising to me that most people comment on how hard change is... because it definitely is. Something worthwhile, is usually difficult to achieve.
The hurt also reminds us that we're alive, too.
IMO.
Ty for sharing, Stoney
You're like a shaman.
🙏 🌹 💜
xo
B
The hurt also reminds us that we're alive, too.
IMO.
Ty for sharing, Stoney
You're like a shaman.
🙏 🌹 💜
xo
B
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14th Jan 2021 1:33pm
I agree with your statement for growth is the hardest thing to accept as it is a process of learning how to navigate through the world for change is another thing that is hard for some folks to adjust to as it comes with choices to be made in life but yet if you don't change nothing changes in our lives they just stay the same never moving outside of the norm for just like the hurt that we all must endure as well as encounter it to is a process of life as it comes with lessons to learn of what not to repeat yet sometimes we do repeat the mistakes of not learning to read the signs those red flags that wave in our face or that gut feeling digging into the depth of your heart and soul and subconsciousness of your mind it just means that you are alive as you are only human beings for life is only easy when you are a baby a child for once you reach those teenage years your life is still changing preparing you for the next phase of growth and development into a man and woman nothing in particular in life is gonna be easy we just need to be able to adapt to the changes even if it means to change who you are to thyself for change well always be a scary thing to face but what is life without change for change is necessary to do but if not it just means that we have become prisoners theology creating a world where we don't grow up or learn from life's experiences I appreciate the compliment of being looked at as a shaman as it is a beautiful honor and tribute and homage respect dear friend and poetess and enjoy your day today 😇😁🙅
Re. TO UNDERSTAND WHICH WE SEE
14th Jan 2021 4:18am
Clear or bulldoze out or accept and integrate ... Good write ... Bless and love ... .
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14th Jan 2021 1:36pm
Exactly for the mind can't function if it's covered in trash so you have to decide to clean house mentally and emotionally and physically and spiritually which is about change in your life and heart and soul and subconsciousness of your mind respect brother poet 💪👊👊👊
Re. TO UNDERSTAND WHICH WE SEE
14th Jan 2021 5:36am
I feel I was meant to read this, like something guided me here to read this. To be honest I had a stupid argument with my dad earlier earlier ago and caused me to say things I didn't want to, ain't cause I was furious blind mad and yea my dad was wrong but I feel more wrong for carrying on the argument. This really talked to me and made me see things different. I had a bad argument with my mom yesterday and she was wrong too and I said things I didn't want to say cause ughhh they bleed my inner rage and wrath and I spill all my hate and madness and wish I could control before I speak things.
Thanks Stoney this carries so much reflection to someone needing words of wisdom words of sage...
Thanks Stoney this carries so much reflection to someone needing words of wisdom words of sage...
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14th Jan 2021 1:53pm
Thank you for sharing your story and inner thoughts for sometimes it is necessary to remain quiet before we speak as you stated you feel bad cause of the way you reacted to the situations which is only being human yet I've learn over the years when we chose to strike back it only hurts us basically when we exchange words sometimes we can't take them back once said I was told by my grandma and grandpa it is better to be silent then to have a negative reaction all that does is just add more wood to the fire that is already burning for if you don't speak back and forth then the conversation doesn't last to long ask thyself can you get water out of a glass if its already empty 🤔 learning to hold ones tongue is a hard pill to swallow but yet when you give someone the power to control your thoughts you have them the key to unlocking your anger as you let them know which buttons to push to send you off the deep edge just something to pass out on subconscious decisions that will save you in the long run 🙏 respect dear poetess remember silent is a very powerful weapon as well as your mind for we sometimes don't use either yet we have the ability to channel that negativity into positivity
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14th Jan 2021 2:09pm
Thank you Stoney and ill try to use silence as a practice, God bless 🤗
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14th Jan 2021 8:09pm
Respect dear poetess that is a start in the right direction don't give folks your own power over you 🙏💪👍
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14th Jan 2021 8:40pm
Yeah like moments ago my dad all cranky and stuff feeling offended cause he picked my daughter and I up from the pediatric to get retested for covid to see if she is clear, and the Medicaid transportation had brought us but when ready they said it would be 45 mins and we did wait some but after lil bit I called my dad which I didn't want to do cause of argument last night but well I didn't want to wait longer either and my daughter getting impatient so I let my dad know we in clinic and if he wants to pick us up and my mom sounded grumpy in background but its whatever and told him where too. So I hung up and well as they pick us up I could feel a dark feeling and yea I know why too so after Lil bit my dad asked in irritated mood saying what or what?? What you think we your chofers we have right to know about what happened with doctor and what they said about her meaning my daughter. What you think we your fucking chofers?
I said nothing, won't know until days later. Well my dad was like still have even that to know... He then says that the other place something about knowing sooner the results but idc that's her pediatric and cause its Medicaid that's why it takes longer. That's why I didn't want my dad getting us but well its how it is. Dealing with shit no matter what. I only responded to what he wanted to know anything else I stayed quiet.
I said nothing, won't know until days later. Well my dad was like still have even that to know... He then says that the other place something about knowing sooner the results but idc that's her pediatric and cause its Medicaid that's why it takes longer. That's why I didn't want my dad getting us but well its how it is. Dealing with shit no matter what. I only responded to what he wanted to know anything else I stayed quiet.
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14th Jan 2021 9:23pm
Wow 🤔 it's like that being there it's got worse like you're walking around on egg shells damn if you do damn if you don't they can speak there mind and you have nothing to say about things nor how they treat you and your child I understand they were concern but yet to attack someone on that level is a bit to much to swallow that is some rough psychologically madness your dealing with since last we spoke I know it is rough being there up under their roof but something got to give for even if you don't get angry and say nothing with what is being said and done to you it still doesn't make it right but like I said sometimes if one can get away it's best that one does for your sanity of mind and solitude and especially peace sometimes we have do what is necessary if we have to do in situations that aren't working out in our best interest I know why you went there and I understand wholeheartedly why but if we want better for thyself or if not then we stay a prisoner of an situation still trying to get out of that situation whether it's a friendship or relationship or friends or even dealing with our own family respect dear poetess my heart goes out to along with my prayers for a change 😎🙅🙏
Re. TO UNDERSTAND WHICH WE SEE
14th Jan 2021 11:17pm
Yes its the same thing either way. Right now things more less went grocery shopping so things are tranquil for now. He in his own works with tv and all else doing their own thing and munching on stuff we bought so its easy going things. I just am trying keep to my own self and avoid shit.
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15th Jan 2021 00:15am
It's understandable dear I pray that you find yourself peace and tranquility I know it is rough now just keep your head up dear you are a strong woman to have to go and been what you had to endure it's gonna get better you have to just have to stay focus on you and yours for always remember THE MOST HIGHEST SPIRITUAL SOUL always make a way out of NOWHERE 🙏😎 respect dear poetess wink with a smile 😉🤗
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Thanks I am doing that.i started working better only old story yellow eyes that needed lots of editing and attention. I decided to make it longer to make a little over 8 mins and a little over 1000 words. It's hard stretching it out when you stretched as far as you could on one chapter or episode. I want to make it a series and that's why I'm stretching it. I'm goad I did cause some areas needed so much fixing and some parts where in wing areas so I needed to fix it. Looks a lot better and more detailed in imagination but still flowing as I want it to flow my story. Now to work on the next chapter and it'll be laziness haha...
The good news is I have more to add to the story further ahead cause the guy I'm talking to shared a past event in his past that can give a reason of purpose for why of things to my story. It's like the perfect puzzle piece I need and I told him about it and he was happy and excited and I told him ill give him credit for it. So my story will be much longer with true events and I'm excited. It all being a real nightmare I had with true events will be a cool mix bundle along with my own made up stuff ill add to it too. My story is getting better everytime. So yeah this is keeping me occupied 🤗
The good news is I have more to add to the story further ahead cause the guy I'm talking to shared a past event in his past that can give a reason of purpose for why of things to my story. It's like the perfect puzzle piece I need and I told him about it and he was happy and excited and I told him ill give him credit for it. So my story will be much longer with true events and I'm excited. It all being a real nightmare I had with true events will be a cool mix bundle along with my own made up stuff ill add to it too. My story is getting better everytime. So yeah this is keeping me occupied 🤗
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16th Jan 2021 00:13am
I'm proud of you for achieving your goal that's good continue to stay positive and focus things have a way of opening up new beginnings and doors keep your head up and keep writing as you focus on the contents of your subconsciousness of awareness and awakening your dreams 🙏😎🙅💪
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16th Jan 2021 4:02am
Yes it is, been writing so much and really working better on my story. Since its based off a dream I had without my guys story, it makes it hard to make longer on each chapter but I'm doing it. Once I complete the dream chapters, the next story of basically part two continuation story will be better to make naturally longer with more imagination cause it'll be made up so it'll give me freedom to write with more inspiration and imagination without having difficulty stretching out. So in meantime I'm struggling trying to make this first part story long but isn't impossible.
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16th Jan 2021 12:02pm
Well continue on your path to writing that story for let your imagination take control of the mind as the pen writes against the canvas paper that which you see as a great untold story KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP WRITING AS YOU EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS AND REMEMBER FOR EVERY DARK DAY THERE IS GONNA BE A DAY OF LIGHT 🙏🤗😁😎😘 RESPECT DEAR POETESS AND ENJOY YOUR DAY TODAY 👑
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16th Jan 2021 1:14pm
Thanks many, yea writing is always a gift to do. It'll never be old and stories will always be important on life, everyone loves hearing a great story. So for that reason I write cause never know who might love what you write and look at you as a great inspiration to follow and be like you.
Hope things today go beautiful 🙂
Hope things today go beautiful 🙂
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16th Jan 2021 7:15pm
Truth spoken indeed nicely said dear poetess..respect enjoy your day today 😇😁💪
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17th Jan 2021 00:18am