Knowing

I rise and shine
knowing
your
in my mind
no words are spoken
just a
beautiful feeling
inside
that always ends
with a sigh

As I watch you
float
around our home
as I
so desperately try
to keep you
in my mind
Alive

Trying to paint
your silhouette
on every relationship
that I try
 
But it's not the same

Every night
I cry a river
on my pillow of pain
knowing
deep down
one day soon
I'll not be able
to take the strain

Of This Pain

Watching
your favourite flower
everyday
growing
proud and strong
from your bones
on your grave

Where I shall lay
my weary head

Upon this soft
sweet smelling soil
of your bed

As I leave
this
cold void
in my heart
Crying

To Be With You

once again