Sadness and Confessions

A most irritating notion is love
The most painful thing I've heard
Ridiculous I think, to sum it up in a word.

Disappointment, how likely a path.
The ups have never been worth the downs.
Broken, Always hoping that you would come around.

I've given everything, just for an opportunity
How invalid I feel, because of true.
But no matter what, how stupid it seems to you

Though nothing it seems amounts to shit.
I've bared my transgressions, hoping to be redeemed.
I whisper my dreams to the wind and am returned with shattered screams.

Nothing about our love had been easy
We've walked away so many times.
But I always come running back, and you never say a line.

The things I'd change if I could.
I know that you'd approve.
Then split my heart open, just like splitting wood.

I don't think I'm sentimental
Or weak to say the least.
But the things you put my heart through, have unleashed a violent beast.

She's thirsty for affection
All she wants is your love
But nothing has ever mattered to you, besides getting fucked up

So this monster, just sits at home and waits.
All she needs is to be free.
What have you done? You were supposed to love me?

I've tried to be gentle,
I've tried to understand.
But I'm YOUR wife you stupid fuck, I wear your love on my hand!

But you just had to go and do this
You just had to hurt my heart,
But I swear if I don't tell you now, I'll rip you the fuck apart.

It's happened way too often
I'm tired of the hurt and pain.
But dear husband if I don't say this now, I'm going to blow out your brains