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SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO CUT YOUR LOSES
Here I am again walking around in the depth of the darkness within the dead of night, all alone by thyself as though I was sleep walking in my inner thoughts. As they are creeping up on me as I hear your voice so loud and clear. Running through my head screaming at me and accusing me that, I'm not man enough to want to love you yet you don't see it through my actions. For didn't I give you the opportunity to unlock the door to my heart, after it had been broken and damaged by loving someone else more than I loved myself. For didn't I make promises to you as I kept them with my words, as I did it with consistency and commitment and communications. But yet it seems that wasn't enough for you as your constantly, continually to drain the life right out of me for didn't I make changes in my life. To instill within you that more than anything, it's you I want in my life to love as one for haven't I bent over backwards for you, trying constantly to prove my inner love to you as a real and rare kind of man. What more do you need from me to prove, just how much I truly do love you, as an man and you as my woman. For even now as I walk aimlessly through the darkness of night, with a deepness of raw and uncut emotions and feelings. Hovering over my head with thoughts of madness and confusion, built by the deepness of the hurt and pain beating heavy upon my mind. Ripping into the very fabric of my heart and soul as I don't know, what else to do to understand why you are putting me through so many changes. For I am at the end of my rope deciding whether should I stay as I am only hurting me. Yet if I chose to leave you it's necessary for to reconnect with thyself, mentally and emotionally for I do deserve better than what I been getting. From you an ungrateful woman like you, for it has been to long of a struggle for me to keep hurting thyself as an strong man. Who understands what it takes and means, to truly love a woman with honesty and truth and trust with devotion, and understanding with respect and honor as an man to an woman.
Published 10th Jan 2021
Author's Note
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO CUT YOUR LOSES AND COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS, SO TO ALL THE MEN'S OUT HERE YEAH YOU WHO ARE STILL LIVING IN AN RELATIONSHIP, AND ITS ONLY ONE SIDED AS IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE ABOUT LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING, BUT YET SOMETIMES WE FIND OURSELVES AS MEN'S FEELING TRAP NOT GETTING THAT SAME, KIND OF HONOR AND DEVOTION AND RESPECT WITH UNDERSTANDING OF LOVE, BACK IN RETURN ONLY TO FEEL MORE LOST WITHIN THE TURMOIL AND CONFUSION JUST TRYING TO STAY ALIVE, AND KEEP OUR HEADS ABOVE THE WATER BEFORE WE DROWN...STONEY BAY
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10th Jan 2021 10:00pm
That's true but some folks do what they want to do in front of you or behind a glass screen, that's the coward way of breaking up with someone nowadays, but there are those men's who let there feelings and emotions be known to there partner, yet it's like the days of real communication of ones feelings and emotions no longer exist between some people now 🤔 this was a situation that a male friend of mine was going through, for he had countless conversations about it with her but nothing change with her, for there is always two sides to a story when it pertains to the heart I felt it necessary to write this piece, from a man's point of view mainly to let the men's know that you are worthy of being treated with respect and love and honor as well, for sometimes you do have to cut your loses as a man within an relationship, that isn't feeding you mentally and emotionally and physically and spiritually, as a real man looking for a real and rare kind of love.
10th Jan 2021 11:00pm
That's nice and I feel for your friends situation. But she told your friend where her heart was. But instead. He verbally said that was his goal was to drive that wedge.....and so began their problems.
That's what I told him sometimes when someone tells you and shows you how they really feel don't ignore the words spoken or there actions for actions speak louder than words I guess he didn't really want to believe it that is why as in the end he became lost within his own madness, I was where he was at in my own life experience so I understand how he felt when it was over yet in my own situation I was dealing with a woman who was a cheater and lier and didn't want to keep a job always manipulating the situation trying to make me feel bad like it was my fault she cheated yet she continue to cheat as it happen twice I had enough of the senseless drama for I deserve better than what I was dealing with in my own situation as a man I'm not a cheater and never had been one for when I care and love you it's real to me from my heart and soul and subconsciousness of my mind no mind games nor hiding behind a mask
10th Jan 2021 11:22pm
Were these real cheats? Or someone you missed off and lied to you?
Some people don't consider it cheating if the never got to the point of being committed.
Some people don't consider it cheating if the never got to the point of being committed.
10th Jan 2021 11:30pm
Real cheats when you get caught in the act it's cheating bottom line for I feel that if you are together in a relationship with someone it's still called cheating I just refuse to have sex with her after the second time the way that I was raise once a cheater always a cheater so what is the point of continuing the relationship me personally I refuse to be with someone who thinks on that kind of level as there is no trust anymore to me
10th Jan 2021 11:38pm
See I wouldn't know I've only had sex once in over 2 years and in no hurry to even entertain the thought....
10th Jan 2021 11:46pm
Your very right you wouldn't know for to know what it feels like you have to go through the process of the being cheated on in a relationship it's not a good feeling for anyone to have to go through as it destroys the trust once built as it is betrayal and dishonesty and disloyalty
11th Jan 2021 4:52am
I wholeheartedly agree ... If someone wants you fine, if not then it's not worth the hardship ... Set them free, like the saying ... Bless and love ...
11th Jan 2021 10:01am
I appreciate your insight and feedback on this piece I totally agree with your statement let them go for it is definitely necessary to let them go and move on with your life look at it as an blessing not everyone is suppose to stay in your life 🙏
