CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE

Where are you the one I seek when I am alone in the deepness of the night, amongst the darkness that surrounds me as it creeps from within the depth of the night. Where are you the one I search for in the crowd of the many nameless faces, that I pass silently on the street as I stare into the depth of there eyes to see. If that's  you or not or just an mirage of my mind playing tricks with my eyes. Where are you the one I reach for when my heart is filled with so much hurt and pain, with unspeakable complications penetrating through the subliminal messages. That screams within the mere subconsciousness of my mind, slowly reappearing as your face when I last looked into your eyes. Where are you the one that I crave to touch and hold and embrace close to me, as I am only a human being with inner feelings and emotions, with wants and needs that can't be fulfilled by mere mortal dreams. Where are you the one that I keep asking for in order to feel whole again, as I  become intricately woven within the collaboration of the absence. From what I use to imagine of love through this our transformation of exchange, between two strangers who's love has been erase by the meaning of time and effort. Along with the energy and patience only leaving behind, unanswered questions lingering within the dead of the night echoing through the chambers of my heart.