mixed & suppressed emotions

 
 
 
     
    access weight internally; like a poison deminishing remains of one's quality; as if ripping the ability of feeling out of me....  
 
 
 ongoing war with depression....from looking at people, to looking through people....from hearing words to hearing sounds....  
from deep thought, to void....  
 
 
 anger, sadness, and more compiled.... like a tumor....  
depression....  
 
 
 a cure? probably.... from a world other than this superficial one....