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Alive and Alone

Standing in the pouring rain to wash away stains of my sins all over me..        
Night and day I am feeling oddly this underwhelming odds won't favor me..      
 
No one dwells in my agony         
Only the demons unleashing on me..          
Am now living in a territory          
Where friends don't know this other side of me..          
There's no reason to share company          
Exercising my vow of silence you don't talk to me..          
          
Walking around in a state of melancholy..          
Life's a bitch and then you die, on my final days living out my darkest fantasy..   I hate intruders in my own Colony..          
         
I am lumbering and labouring alone, but alive..          
Living in apathy alone, but alive..          
No more weapons in my armory    
I am living alone..      
I am enjoying this solitary.. Alone!      
Where nobody needs to know somebody..      
      
No regret nor empathy..  Alone!          
Don't know how to laugh or smile..       
Forget how to cry..          
Alone !          
No remorse nor sympathy.. Alone !          
Don't care this is psycopathy.. I am alive..    
I gotta eat my pie..          
Before waving goodbye to love and harmony..
Written by Numer90 (Numer0-un0)
Published | Edited 26th Jan 2021
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