Him & I

“To my lover, I’d never lie.” ~ Halsey


In the end, I gave you everything
I was yours.
Now I’m an empty shell
Who wants to break your knees.
I was the most solid person ever
You thought I was just a toy
There is no such thing as love
For you it doesn’t exist
You’re the most shady person ever
I can’t sit here and wait
You make me want to cry
I’m out of my mind
There is no him & I
I want to punch you
Because you think this is a game
Solely for your enjoyment
Don’t forget who I am
I’m not afraid of you
I keep my composure so well
You have no idea
How angry I am
My blood is boiling so hot right now
And you think I’m just going to wait
And be calm
For you I’d be your ride or die
But you can’t even be solid
Or be my person
I’m not yours
Because I want to smash the windows out of your car
You’re so clueless
It’s pathetic
And to think I’d be your ride or die
There is no him & I
Only Him.