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She Speaks

I hear you talking,
I hear what you’re saying,
Not sure what you want me to do...
Cause I been here, and I been waiting all this time...
Trying to show and prove.
Being loyal when I can’t get that same from you,
When you can’t help yourself,
Gotta have 50 hoes,
But wanna keep me too.
Knowing that I love you.
Knowing how much I care,
And seeing how it hurts my heart,
Yet acting unaware.
I can’t have niggas on MY line,
And you wanna clock my every move,
Guess it’s your way to be sure I’m not out here on the same shit as you.
Got me fucked up in the head,
Got me questioning your judgment,
Got me frowning at your standards,
Cause these bitches can’t even touch me. So I’m wondering....
Wonder if you know how hard it is on me.
Trying to love you,
But not being able to figure out what it is you need...
Knowing that you’ll fail me;
Thats my only certainty.
Don’t know if I’m holding it down or wasting my youth,
Cause life is still moving,
But I’m stuck waiting on you.
Waiting for the day you finally see me,
Waiting for you to appreciate me,
And all the while probably passing up the man that I need.
All this because I’ve already decided on you,
So you’ll take my love for you to abuse,
And that’s why you’re so secure in your shoes,
Because you just know I’ll never really drop you...
I’ll let you have that for now though,
‘Cause I know I’m not ready to let it go,
But when I do... it’s for good;
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Written by Oslynray (Rosalyn)
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Author's Note
I have written a part 1 to this called ‘He Speaks’; it should be read first :)
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