Out Of Tragedy Beauty Does Rise

Know your children well and listen when they speak~!
Let them know your always there and to never
fear telling anything they know or hear.


Out of tragedy beauty does rise,
Like morning mist rising from the calm waters of an
otherwise lonesome, latent pond
Look here inside of me, for there is where, you will see
How my past has haunted and tortured me.

These fears I have will they ever go away
Can I ever feel happiness, or am I to perdure in
agonizing pain

Through my hearts words, may I find true solace!

Out of tragedy beauty does rise,
Like the unbroken spirit or innocence of a
precious newborn child,
How you hurt me and caused such pain my childhood
life would never to be the same
You touched me in ways that no one ever should and
distorted my entire lively hood
Years I have struggled in gruesome silence while
I slowly became self destructive, infuriated and violent

Wondering why?

Eagerly awaiting that day when all the pain and
fears could melt away
Well, the answers you see they finally came
Like the loud crash of thunder just before a fresh rain
You made me trust and believe in you,
You were the one so sick and perverse with all
of your portrayals of love, kindness and worth
Things I now know were neither truths nor
innocent games
I was merely a child that had yet to see, it was
you and alone and not ever me
It has become so clear you see, as clear as the
child that died in me, the one torn from my soul
spirit and heart
You murdered her without malice or thought with
your demented sickness and hate
She flew on dove's wings before you came
With a perfect glide and no signs of pain
She has her own children now you see
One she protects and listens to carefully.

Out of tragedy, beauty does rise
Thank you my God for keeping me alive!