Night Time Darkness

Tonight, I feel weak, too weak for this everlasting fight.
Let my tears wash away all my fears…
Alone in the darkness, nothing but the warm glow of the candle light.
All these years, I always hid myself here…
I no longer have to play the role of "I'm alright", I always suffered from stage fright.
Sun disappears, And the stars become clear…
The moon shines bright, As I shut the bedroom blinds tight.
No more fake cheer, the pain once again appears…
Pen in hand I start to write, satisfying my demons appetite
The letter starts with Dear, the ending remains unclear…
Trauma is a parasite, and though I never give an invite, every evening we reunite.