my monsters and me

when i feel in a dark place
I see them there near me
there is something I have to face
so I can fly where I meant to be

I don't want to fight these monsters
I want to embrace that I'm not perfect
even if I'm trapped inside a locker
I'm life is like a circus

i don't punish my self
if I feel dazed and confused
I just take a rest for that day
so I don't lose

its like there telling me just sleep it off
when I wake up I will feel ok
there is no cost
I wake up to a new day

I feel drained out often
its hell when I'm going through it
but I know in the end ill reach the other side
i will soon feel alright