body parts

growing up i always had a big chest
some say its a blessing
as I lay down and rest
but I feel its half a blessing half a curse

other girls i see want to have big chest
they don't understand how i feel its not all fun and games
sometimes it can be dangerous like its a test
what are the gains

when i feel sexual its not ok
because you have to be innconcent but also now how to have sex
it makes no sense whats wrong with men these days
i just want to say good bye next

they cant see past this beauty
they say to cover up
but don't they see no matter what i wear
they will stare

why you make me feel bad for my body
but men are not educated on consent
are their minds that cloudy
that men cant control themselves

i want to tell little girls your pretty as you are
don't let guys tell you how you should look or behave
I'm with you even if we are far
you are not there slave

heart of gold
will when in the end
were not a display in the store waiting to be sold
maybe this is a message that i was suppose to send

i always wanted to be skinny with a big butt
i realized i need to love myself for how i was made
my healing is in process while I'm still in rut
but belive me we are enough