Hidden Demon

i have hidden a demon in me.
i know the pain it has seen.
it drives me to get that weed.
drives me to grow that seed.

and when i'm lost in my high haze,
i put on this sort of stupid gaze.
i'll stare at your picture and say,
i wish it never went this way.

the pills are my vice,
i'v done them more than twice.
they feed my demon, my monstrosity,
my life will end in a catastrophy.

Hidden Demon take me quick,
cuz these pills and horse are making me sick.
i've lived in this world too fucking long.
all my friends are all gone.

i've driven them away with the crack and cocain.
i dont think i can fucking live with this pain.
it hurts me inside but feeds my demon.
it's still growing, that little creaton.

soon it will feed on my life.
and then i will know.
it takes what i am entitled.
so these seeds i will grow.