Who I Truly Am

Dont worry  
I won't jump  
Fuck.that  
That shit is too hard  
Don't need all my mistakes  
Flashing before my eyes  
 
Though tried  
A couple times before  
Seems i cant leave  
Body fights too much  
Just to let me  
Slip away  
 
Now every time  
I've woken up  
From another attempt  
It becomes  
Another disappointment  
To add to the list  
 
Why do i struggle so  
Its tiring  
Who would care  
My ever warring brain  
Complains  
I'm still alive  
 
Just laugh  
Karma the sarcastic butch  
Will turn the screw  
When things start  
Looking great  
To remind me of the loser  
 
I truly am  
The cunt  
Runt