An Abject Life

Crisp ... poignant ... great write dear poetess ...

Good one! Love the ending the most!

Dear N,

“Can’t dead be dead?”  Please tell me you’re making t-shirts with this phrase on them! It is exhausting constantly fixing myself, my relationships, my poems. It’s always something. Awesome write with so much to say with so few words. Love it. H🌷

Honestly or not. Nasty or not. I love NikkiMo.
Sounds as if yr going thru a rather bitter time'
           Me too.
     Life's been fckn miserable since getting "sicker".
Since my Leah died......intolerable.   I must be biggest chicken'turd around to not permanently get th'fck outta this shitshow.
Is enough not enough when enough is enough?
i love you.

We  live in cycles of pain trying to get out. Sometimes we do.

I've often wondered why some folks like to dwell in the past or bring up dead issues that I thought were already resolved (at least that's what I got from your closing stanza).  It just brings me anxiety for some reason.

Interesting write.