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TIRED
I'm tired
So damn tired
Tired of trying to find myself,
...............trying to love myself,
Taking care of my health...
I'm tired of feeling everything I feel
LOVE, HATE, ANGER, ANXIETY, DESPAIR
I just wanna be numb again.
All these thoughts,
Around and around ,
Chaos in my head...
Times like this, I'd just like to stay in bed.
I'm tired of knowing
In times like these I should be trying to survive,
Instead,...I lay thinking of selfish desires for myself,
I'm tired of thinking
....................feeling
....................breathing
....................Existing
I'm tired of being tired.....
So damn tired
Tired of trying to find myself,
...............trying to love myself,
Taking care of my health...
I'm tired of feeling everything I feel
LOVE, HATE, ANGER, ANXIETY, DESPAIR
I just wanna be numb again.
All these thoughts,
Around and around ,
Chaos in my head...
Times like this, I'd just like to stay in bed.
I'm tired of knowing
In times like these I should be trying to survive,
Instead,...I lay thinking of selfish desires for myself,
I'm tired of thinking
....................feeling
....................breathing
....................Existing
I'm tired of being tired.....
Published 15th Nov 2020
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15th Nov 2020 2:30pm
Dear J,
I have to say I can relate to this type of exhaustion. Trying to break this chain is proving to be equally exhausting so now I’m wondering what’s a girl to do?
Reflective write. H🌷
I have to say I can relate to this type of exhaustion. Trying to break this chain is proving to be equally exhausting so now I’m wondering what’s a girl to do?
Reflective write. H🌷
15th Nov 2020 4:39pm
17th Nov 2020 8:40pm
Anonymous
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17th Nov 2020 10:56pm
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18th Nov 2020 4:02pm
This would lend well to spoken word I think, the unique dimensions of vocal inflection. Good emotional candor in your confessional. 💖🙏
Anonymous
- Edited 21st Dec 2021 2:45am
19th Nov 2020 4:34am
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28th May 2021 11:24am
All I have to say is I just thought of this song from Kindred The Family Soul
Far Away
These words came to my mind
"I want to go to a place where lovers go.
Do the things that lovers do.
No stress."
Far Away
These words came to my mind
"I want to go to a place where lovers go.
Do the things that lovers do.
No stress."
23rd Mar 2022 4:29am
This is perhaps one of the most subjective writes I have seen in a long time. Not a bad thing. I just know my way of dealing with some of the feelings you write about might be very different, especially regarding hate. Just make sure it isn't stagnation due to over analyzation.
