Goodbye

I told myself I wasn't going to do this again. Told myself I didn't need to.
Told myself all it causes is pain and that it's selfish, but maybe I deserve to be a little selfish. I didn't want to leave a note but I guess I am.

I know I can't begin to encompass everyone that I care about or who cares about me but know I loved you.

Know this wasn't to hurt you.

Know this was what I wanted.

Know this was the only way.

Noahk, my brother, what's mine is yours and I hope that what you don't find use of you can distribute amongst our friends and my family.

Sairah, I'm proud of you and all your accomplishments, be strong.

Ezra, thank you for everything, I love you, you were a rock when I needed solid ground.

I would like to be cremated, after you may do with my remains what you wish.

Know that I'm not in pain anymore.

Know that I find solace in there not being an afterlife, I'm at peace now.

This will heal after time, I know it will, as all things do, soon you won't even miss me. Goodbye.