Exitus

A letter to my dearest    
Tears combined with ink      
Memories which i cheer in      
Nightmares in which i sink      
      
An endless fall to bottom      
Beyond the tears and soil      
Passing sights of sodom      
Sanity creaks in need of oil      
     
The time for healing passed
Awoken in a dream      
I found myself at last      
Without a voice i scream      
     
This poison seems to heal me      
My death will give me life      
No god succeeds to kneel me      
No demon cares to thrive      
     
Closure is upon me      
Success is what i bleed      
Opened with illicit keys      
Farewell for i am freed