School

Insecurity dwindling inside giving me frights whenever I have to look up at someone’s eyes. In my shyness I hide, looking at distant lights avoiding everyone’s eyes my head perched down while I stomp on the ground feeling my self doubt and sensing everyone around ,I feel like some clown lost in the crowd. Awkward fidgeting I m trynna get through the halls and feel better about it all. My mind likes to worry when I’m in a hurry and things will get blurry whenever someone’s takes a step and I’m not ready yet. Chit chatter running through my head and analyzing what comes up ahead .same pattern of scarcity of friends And feelings of dread but  ill feel better when it comes to an end. I take the turn with no one in sight left alone to my own desmise thinking of home and wanting my bed I’ll feel much better then.