Forever

 
This longing for you wont stop
The thoughts of you make my heart drop
please hear me when I say
I really fucking miss you

You are my drug
You are my dopamine
I get high off your touch
Your kiss is like morphine
it takes away my pain
and now that your not here
Its driving me insane

You told me you didnt want me
and that shit hurt me deep
I can feel my heart breaking
its falling to pieces

And I can feel in my bones how much I want to make things right
You blame me for not trying
but how can i when you wont let me in

So I guess I have to let you go
because this is only killing me
but ill never lose hope
that someday youll come back for me

We will live happily ever after
in a world with no lies
with our pretty mixed baby
Just like we talked about

But untill then
i will be here waiting for as long as it takes
to have you forever...
if forever exsists