Scared

Scared of feeling the fool
Scared of being a joke
Scared of being a loser

Scared of not knowing
Scared of knowing too much
Scared of commitment
Scared of being able to trust

Scared of being thought ugly
Scared of being thought plain
Scared of being thought stupid
Scared of trusting your brain

Scared of showing emotion
Scared of showing weakness

Scared of losing my child
Scared of losing myself

Scared of the consequences
Scared of what I may do
Scared of who I may harm
Scared of who may harm me

Scared to throw a fit
Scared no one gives a shit

Scared of not being strong
Scared of not being right
Scared I may be wrong
Scared of losing the fight

Scared of being a memory
Scared of being forgot
Scared of nobody caring

Scared of being a fable
Scared of being a myth
Scared of just being a story
Scared I didn't exist.