Regrets

Regrets fill my soul
I'm drowning in self pity.
I have no control.
I feel dirty and gritty.

All you ever gave me were false alibis.
Now it all seems so cheap.
I believed in you and all your lies.
How could you cut me this deep.

Deeper than the most jagged knife.
Now I know that love can physically cut.
Losing everyone I had loved from my life.
If I had only just listened to my gut.

I would have ran fast and far away from you.
And, these tears of blood would stop falling from my eyes
If only I had looked harder and saw what was true.
I wouldn't have fallen for your demonic disguise.

But, regrets are like words you can't revoke.
And, lifes' lessons are best learned the hard way.
It hurts and it burns and the scars are no joke.
Next time you'll know better, be smarter,just have faith tomorrow will be a new day.