MEMORIES

Our last night together
Red face, grinding teeth, wild eyes burning with hate.  No fear of losing restraint, satisfaction washes over him as my breath grows faint. 

Legs weak, my body shakes,  vision blurred through the tears he creates.  What transgression did I commit that could enrage you so?
Baby please, I love you,  yes baby yes,  whatever you want,  please stop choking me.! Baby please,  I love you, it's okay... you didn't hurt me,  I know that you were in control,  it's okay. I love you.....

Alone now My stomach's aching churning inside, the demons are running rampant through my mind.  Old fears surrendered  now lie in wait,
when darkness falls  I cannot escape.  There are more scars than I even knew I had.