Some things I can tell you about me (a mind full of friends)

Kindness isn’t weakness and a crush isn’t being in love.
Not interested in sex, more in search of loyalty and trust.
Just because I’m crying doesn’t mean I am sad or mad.
Insecurities of my bad teeth, but still a fucking proud dad.

I gave every single one of you an equal opportunity to be here with me.
I shared my heart and soul, my love and loyalty, my good ol’ poetry.
A few are here now and we have plenty of smoke and drinks.
The drugs and company help me from getting to that fucking brink.

Material things don't matter to me now. You like it? Please take it.
You can have my mask as well, in reality I'm done trying to fake it.

Anger isn’t hate and sadness is just my favorite feeling.
You could steal from me but for you I just wish more love and healing.
Loneliness isn’t as lonely as one might actually consider it to be.
All who showed up were in my head creating and living in fantasy.