Hey there, names Kevin. I'm pretty nice guy and quit humorous. However depression can loom and I can feel very dark and miserable. I honestly would not hurt anyone (I didn't even spank my kids though I wish I would have lol) but I do find hurting myself brings some kind of strange relief. Though suicidal feelings come and go I am alright. My amazing kids are really my life support. So I get the darkness out in my poetry something I have done for over half my life and will continue too until I finally pass.