Learning from you

As I went through a sleepless night,
A surge of unwanted thoughts and memories came pouring down.
Like rain occurring in the Tundra  
Or drought in the sands of the desert.
That's the kind of disruption you've made me.
Although I was at fault too.
For not seeing the Devil hidden behind your angelic smile.
How could you say that you loved me?
When your eyes were all glued all over him.
Did you thought that I'll never see through that façade of yours?
Where you were with me, but your heart was somewhere else?
Or when you were holding me, but it was cold as ice.
I had already come to terms that you are no longer part of my life.
And as I was coming to terms with the demons when you left me.
You just went ahead and come running back.
And here I was the idiot of the century.
For letting you in
For giving you another change to hurt me
For being too soft.
For thinking that there was a fresh new way to begin.
I never thought that your heart could be so shallow,
That even with all the love that I can give,
One heart could never satisfy your hunger
For attention or affection.
You needed more of us who were vulnerable,
to feed your useless ego.
Its a shame that I let you fooled me twice
when I could've learned the first time.
But not this time
I will set myself free and cast away all the demons you've summoned.
For my heart has been screaming from the dark side.
I've learned to set aside all your empty words
For I will no longer be a prisoner of this hell.
A captive of your deception.
Never again will I let you in and toy with my heart no matter how broken it had become.