Chop Suey Pt.1 & 2

Chop Suey Pt.1
You say you want to cut and I say I do too.
There's no one else I'd rather cut with than you.
We could council and talk with another even while we do it.
People don’t get just what we do to get through this shit.
I ain’t trying to brag but I got way more scars than you.
I see you trying to catch up, let it out, we gotta do what we gotta do.
We can do this shit dancing, laughing and even holding hands.
Fuck off to all of you that don't try and refuse to understand.
I’m tired now, but you want to keep going. I can feel your frustration.
Just promise if I pass out don’t hit that final point of damnation.

Chop Suey Pt.2
She asked If I wanted to cut and I quietly said yes.
That night was the night she finally laid to rest.
I woke up in pain, a fog and blood everywhere.
I have faded remnants of what happened there.
As I came to, I looked at her and smiled because I love her.
A best friend, a confident, and loving big brother.
I see the cuts, too many to count between the both us.
And time stood still as if life corroded and started to rust.
She felt cold and didn’t have her beautiful pale pink skin.
Before I could fathom the reality, deep inside I felt it within.
I wanted to scream and cry! I wanted to tear down my house.
Instead I started cutting, catching up with her letting it all out.
I bled like I never bled before and I held her one last time.
I felt myself fade away to find her in hopes to make things right.