Random Poem..

I'm sorry..
 For whatever i did.
For whatever i said.
 Rejected..
That's all i am.
 Alone..
That's how i am.
 No one..
That's who i am.
 I'm sorry..
For what i did, what i said.
 This world,
Would benefit me
 Dead.
I just wanted my pain to
 End.
I just didn't know what message to
 Send.
So here i am,
 Writing.
This message to all of you.
Contemplating what i am
 To do..
I know my being here
 isn't right.
So i slit my wrists one last time
 Tonight.
My own tears crash around me,
 My screams fade to cries.
There isn't a point, is there?
 Everybody dies.
I'm out here under the stars.
 For my last time now..
No hope or second chance
 Tonight.
I'm out of everyone's sight
 And mind.
It's peaceful now.
Gun in hand.
 Pointed towards my head..
Memories play;
 But there's no turning back.
Not now, not ever.
I miss you and it's
 killing
         me
             inside.
Now pull the trigger
 and
bid
 the
world
 good...