To love and be mocked

I have loved both woman and man in my life , an I am woman.

To be fair , I've been executed for loving both.

Cheated on , lied to , helped in some ways.

I seem it not impossible , that I can let shit go.

But I wonder really in life , does blame have to be so harsh.

Is there not a kinder door step , that you can wipe your feet.

I thought I was human , yet I'm not human at all , it seems I'm computer genes.