I AM NOT FOR EVERYBODY

Have you ever felt like you were different than everybody else have you ever felt like your life is different, for as you grow from a boy into becoming a man you were taught to stand up on your own two feet. For you were even told that you will encounter situations, that will test your heart and soul and the mere deepness of your mind. For you may even have to decide to grow up before, its time and become a different kind of man through your own eyes. For you may even discover love and live happily ever after if that really does exist, as something real and rare or maybe you will experience love and destroy that same love. As you will experience the conscious awareness of love had and love lost along the way, for it's sad to think subconsciously about something that never happen. Yet you slowly begin to dive into the very, thoughts of your subconsciousness asking those same very questions of thyself. Am I worthy of love and honor and respect, with understanding and unconditional support as I am a man. For am I entitle to be able to feel love and not feel unwanted and unloved and unworthy, for as a boy who is to grow up to be a man I was told to suck it up and move on. Am I not for everybody or is it that I am for that one relationship, that is real and rare not some pillar to post affair as it is surrounded by commitment and consistency. As it has real communications with honesty and truth, and trust with honor and devotion and respect and unconditional love with support.