I Finally See You

It started with a panic attack,
Lack of sleep will do that.
It was only a matter of time until my mind cracked.
This relationship turned me into an insomniac.
That’s what I get for loving a maniac.
We sit in the pitch black, my tears are getting harder to hold back.
The sound of the rain against the windowpane, breaks the silence but My body still lays feeling restrained.
I try to maintain my emotions, but your love has left its stain.
My heart in pain...
I have nothing left to gain but I continue to remain.
slowly going insane...
You do nothing but complain about everything I do, I constantly feel like I have to explain all my actions to you.
The fights leave me feeling blue, but tonight I saw the true you, got a good view, finally know why I can’t get through to you...
Darling, you have a few screws loose, so there’s no use in trying to diffuse the situations that lead to verbal abuse.
It’s what you do, You’ll always have an excuse...