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Lately, I have been falling back
This time nothing feels dark or black
Emotionally I'm not there
You can just watch and stare

I'm not putting my self out there anymore all the way
Just go on about my day
Because if ur not with it all the way well neither am i
I can't treat you like just another guy

I'm just speaking in general
I always have many options like several
But if I just choose you its that I see something with you
I'm this way because of everything I been through

At the end of the day, all I have is me
Show me something different is a key
Have me in shock surprise me
Dont let me flee