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Hard Time

Can i wake up and face up,to the bars that i have put up.Not knowing if today will be the slip up. Yes ,i dread this day from my give up. Its been fifty days off my sentence but,i know i am free, its the sentence inside me that i will not let be. If i relax,let my guard down,go back to freedom.I will never get the love back that i have been seeking. THE HARDEST BATTLE I KEEP IN MY HEAD ITS THE PRISON SENTENCE I PUT THERE MYSELF.

Written by johnnymull

(john mullen)

Published 22nd Jan 2012

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dmccartan (Dave McCartan)

23rd Jan 2012 2:51am

my biggest fear is my own thoughts as well. what do u do when u are ur own worst enemy ??? good luck cause we both need it apparently

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johnnymull (john mullen)

23rd Jan 2012 11:20pm

Ijust tell myself.Just for today.Youve probably heard that before,but it works for me

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Raeiign (Danielle)

24th Jan 2012 10:51pm

I have when you get really tired of a messed up situation you change and telling yourself just for today is good but the present is all we have if you can master that you will do well. i believe you can/will do fine. Good Luck :)