the wind

I feel lost right now
not recognizing my own shadow
where am I thou
I couldn't go with the flow

I see this place it's so cold
as each step I take everything turns from black to color
in this place, there is no one to hold
I look up to the sky I hear thunder

I hear the rain it brings me joy
I love the smell and just the rain in general
when I'm angry I want to destroy
there's a part of me I wish I could put in a burial

i am loner maybe an outsider
always alone
just thinking to myself as I drink this glass of cider
as I sit on my throne

I feel so numb right now
every day is always the same
I will get through this somehow
I'm full of shame

I feel the wind all around me
it fills my soul up
I see a special tree
as I'm about to blow up

I see myself as a little girl who is stuck
she walks beside me never leaves my side
I see her sad all the time that must suck
she is my guide