Goodbye

How could I breathe knowing all I gave
was in vain? My heart is crushed
a million pieces of my sanity and heartfelt intent

Am truly as worthless as I feel? As alone as am?
You left me by the riverbed alone
Licking my wounds and mending my heart

Only for it to be crushed again and again..
Love.. I fuckin hate it. I wish I didn't feel at all
Ready to kill, eliminate the competition.

Claim you a top the fallen resurrect the
insurrected, incept the thoughts I desire for you
these thoughts of black magic escape me.

This isn't me, it can't be. Let me go and don't
come back, don't stay.. you are
toxic in your agenda.. a poisonous kiss of death.