Through my Eyes

Throug my eyes
I see a world thats unfair
I see a world that could be fixed
And could do without people

Through my eyes
I just want things to be perfect
But thruthfully they never are

Through my eyes
God is out to get me
He wants everything I want to be the opposite
He wants everything in my life to be a living hell
He wants me to kill myself
But I wont let him win
And I will keep fighting

Through my eyes
I see myself in a dark room
Huttled in the corner
Crying the pain of life and the world away

Through my eyes
I see myself drowning
In the sea of depression and hate
In my sea of people bringing me down
Bringing me down so that I will drown

Through my eyes
There are chains
Chains that keep me locked away
So that I may not move on with life
and with the people I love

Through my eyes
I am being choked
Choked by the hands of the devil
He enjoys how god is ripping me apart day by day
His smile makes me want to kill him

Through my eyes
I want to fight
Fight for what is mine
Fight for what i disire

I want to fight for my life