Lost Myself

 
I’ve lost myself in here  
Deep inside fear  
I see the changes in the sky  
But not the changes in the lies  
Just another door  
Another empty shore  
 
I'm reaching out  
Only to find more doubt  
What do I do  
Where are the clues  
I'm still lost in here  
Inside the shadow of fear  
 
Feel like I'm on  
The dark side of the moon  
The daylight can't come too soon  
My weakness is getting stronger  
These nights are getting longer  
 
I can see the sky is falling  
The shadows keep calling  
Voices inside screaming  
I close my eyes  
But don't call it dreaming  
 
Only flesh and bone  
My heart is not stone  
Shaking like a leaf  
Though I see the horizon there’s no relief  
No control again  
So begins the pain