I miss you differently tonight. I miss you in layers so thick they seem atmospheric. My longing for you, and keen awareness of a measured distance between you and I are clashing beautifully with the love I feel and have only just begun to explore with you, A love that I'm now certain is my future.
But it is taking a moment, to ease in, and get more than just a glimpse of what has taken root.
God I am struggling in that moment, but must let it look.
I miss you like this Nick, and it mirrors the night sky. A tremendous storm has been...
Where it holds value Like ampoules of placebo But sugar and water and hope Driven in An intoxicating swoosh Thrust in, currents That run down the American dream
A big brawny man with spike and hammer Pounds determination into steel With breathe heaving spit Electrolytes draining from brow Below the furrow a face the shape Of white molten mud Labor belts harmony with his spike
Ping Ping The placebo takes the rhythm of faith Ping Until the morning grace ....
I hold it Hot hot In my hand My eyes shoot In Axis Mundi Ever opposite Itís grounding source However similar Itís everlong Time imprinted Held snug My eyes To the stars Like this diamond Chrysalis Of Chrystaline Hot hot In my hand My eyes shoot Im Axis Mundi Beyond the heat Axis of Petdition .............,,,,,.