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Believe
I wish I could believe
But my eyes, they never see
In chains, I'm never free
No way to disagree
I fall and never land
I cry, you won't understand
No light, you won't give a hand
I refuse and you reprimand
I search but I never find
I follow but I fall behind
I think and then I lose my mind
I blink and now I'm out of time
No way for me to find a home
I sit and now I'm all alone
I give but now you won't condone
I walk but yet no path was shown
But my eyes, they never see
In chains, I'm never free
No way to disagree
I fall and never land
I cry, you won't understand
No light, you won't give a hand
I refuse and you reprimand
I search but I never find
I follow but I fall behind
I think and then I lose my mind
I blink and now I'm out of time
No way for me to find a home
I sit and now I'm all alone
I give but now you won't condone
I walk but yet no path was shown
Published 9th Jun 2020
Author's Note
I decided to make something. I don't expect anything but I'll put it out. I don't think there is a point but I'll do it anyway. If it comes down to it, I'll scrap it. I don't have any other answers. I wrote it but I'm just a guy. You can read it or ignore it. I'm tired and I hate my life rn. So I'm in a bad way. But that's okay. I'll be okay. Just might take time
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9th Jun 2020 4:36am
I feel the anguish in this write. But yes, you will be ok. One hour at a time. Wishing you peace and perseverance.
10th Jun 2020 8:03pm
9th Jun 2020 5:01am
Hoping things get better for you soon, friend. You've had a rough time lately with all the health issues you've been having. It's understandable that you are grappling to find some meaning in your life. Excellent self expression in this one - I think you're a pretty good writer, and you've expressed your angst very well here. From your writings about yourself, it seems that you are your own worst enemy. Don't be so hard on yourself, buddy! To some extent life is what you make it, so if you convince yourself you are worthless, you will always feel worthless. I think you're pretty great, and if you start to focus on the positive aspects more, things may get better for you. I hope you feel better soon, and I'm always here if you need to talk...
Much love,
-NewB
Much love,
-NewB
10th Jun 2020 8:03pm
I believe that you will be okay as long as you fight to stay in the light. Keep on writing.
10th Jun 2020 8:03pm
