Another night

Truth is blinding but I need the light.
Can you pick another night.  
We can take it slow, maybe even enjoy.  
We can actually grow.
Gain knowledge and trust.  
Can we pick another night.
You need a corpus to dissect.
And I am not out of breath yet.
It should be about love and accept.
I am cheering for the truth, nothing but the truth.  
But can we pick another night.
I am sick of these false concepts.
The distance that I create.  
Fillings the holes that my bullets did  
It's gonna take more than one night.
So Can you pick another night.
We can both catch our breath.
Maybe Laugh on our sins.
Moving forward to the end.
Of our troubles not our exist.
Can we pick another night.
But I am tired and I wanna go to bed.
Everything I say it is gonna be unpleasant.  
Maybe you even gonna take notes.
And thinking of revenge.
 That kinda fast thinking I am trying to avoid.
Cause our love is meant to last.  
So can you pick another night.
When we both ready and up to the task.
We can pick another night.
It can lead to closure and happiness.
If we did the right thing And stop the rage and regrets.
Can we pick another night.