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Only cold and nothing good

I walk into the living room half asleep and
The alarm clock sounds at seven, but I'm still yawning
Only cold in the fridge and nothing good
I'm in no hurry finally
 
A basket full of things to do is waiting for me
Ironing waits, time for morning lovemaking again
I call food delivery, what more could you want
I'm not going to do anything today,  
or put up any demands and pressure
And tomorrow, what should I do then?
Since my free time is for you to decide
 
I read what's new in the world today
One hundred messages about how screwed up I am
my world is a mess
Google alerts why did you not warn me beforehand
I don't really care how much is what I tell myself
 
Because I don't care, I have it in my closet
I have my own world and I am not ashamed of it
Maybe I don't look my best today and I don't care
So sorry, I'm not trying to be perfect today
 
I drive around the city and I have the music  
playing loud
I sing a favorite song  
At best, I'm enjoying the chorus
 
Today I am only missing you
Because something has changed and I want it back
I'm in a mood today when I don't want anything from you
I'll just do what my desires ask
It follows that I will not do anything today  
Because I am depressed again
 
No stress, I bypass you today
And everything is lost in negative thoughts
No rush, I'm in no hurry
And suddenly today's world seems even faster
Written by KristinaX
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Author's Note
I don't really like venting but I guess it's better than holding it in.
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